mud

it was a rainy day yesterday. since morning when i went to battle with my team mates. bugger. the fields of battle were pretty darn muddy. my shoes were uttelrly destroyed and the spirit was dampened. needless to say, my shooting wasnt up to average. at least it was a learning experience and i did have fun. both shooting and spending time with friends. besides, i did learn a lot of things. like ken watching teen titans. omg. and hunkering down under cheapo umbrellas in the mud. at least some peeps won stuff. congrats! haha. and lucky dylan. loll. i must train harder especially my fitness so that i'll perform better at inter schools. whee.

and thanks bunches annalyn for helping me with this template! well, hope yur having fun at bintan. lol. and thanks xagor for helping me with the source code so that i could use it on firefox! haha.

oh yea. i still have that bottle of red bull. hehs. sorry dylan.

improve

improved the current template. but it seems that it works only on internet explorer and not firefox. how wierd. will have to look into the problem another day cause i spent 2 hours cracking my skull and figuring out how to make it usable. and i switched to cbox after tagboard let me down for the last time. got to admit, it looks a lot better.

the assault continues on all fronts. and i remain silent, always thinking and looking ahead. i pity remiel.

notes

Over the mountains and the sea
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my hands
For I will always sing of
Of when Your love came down

I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever

Oh I feel like dancing
It's foolishness I know
But when the world has seen the light
They will dance with joy
Like they're dancing now

music is sublime. but when combined with faith, it becomes something entirely different. even if the music is meant for other people, it all boils down to your own intepretations and beliefs. it might give you some wierd looks from people, but who cares? maybe thats why i keep my listening habits relatively secret. lol. but at least it gives me a hell lot of satisfaction.

bugger. and now im in charge of a cip committee. it keeps getting better doesnt it? lol. cheers to the reformed family. the storm has weathered us abit. but we came out stronger. at least things are happier and partially back to normal. and i feel very appreciated. thank you so much. (:

train

its pretty miraculous but for the past few trainings, the koach has actually been talking to me properly. and giving me constructive feedback on my form. hah. now thats a bloody milestone. like omg. even the amount of suanning i get has greatly decreased. its still there but hell, its so much less. it seems to be diverted to other peoples like the tall dark one. maybe he lost kick in suanning me or maybe ive just been acting less like an arse(by his standards) for the past few trainings. well, i seriously need to fletch my arrows cos they keep flying all over the board at 30m. wouldnt want to be the first person to kill somebody.

besides, it was the first time in like 2 years that i sat with two of my best buddies from 1B 2B. and trust them to black mail me and come up with a new retarded nick name during chem lecture. azrenes. think arenes from organic chem. yea i know, bloody lame. probably cos i was irritating the shit out of them.

and trust jheeva to breach his contract with me for like the hundredth time. lol. pity lawrence. and thank you dotter for the card. loll.

and omg. im now a "sub committee" member of

RAFFLES CHAPTER

omg. cip coordinator again? 6 years in the same post. no offense but i think im growing freaking tired of that job. hopefully does not need much committment. sounds so warhammer 40k-ish though. i can fancy myself as a chaplain or some veteran sergeant. Considering I was a staff sgt from ri. hah. lol. And cyrus the pot of lard is the grand master. omg. perhaps they're doing this so that i'll come for meetings more often.

oh yes, no rush, but i wish i had my new template. lol.

inference?

while i am now busy trying to remake my template, i realise that today i have spent a lot of time doing, nothing. yes, now that i think about it, i cant believe i actually spent two hours watching two people talk. while i just sat there and stoned. hmm. i guess i was acting pretty wierd.

besides, i took the road less travelled today risking some excessive nagging and reaching my house pretty late. i got off 1 station before Yishun and walked a long way home. i thought of doing that just after the bloody kaswin abandoned me to take a bus from rjc to the mrt station. slacker. anyways, i cant explain why but while i was walking two songs kept coming into my head and i kept humming thier tunes and occasionally singing the chorus. hope noone heard me. would have been pretty embarassing. besides the humming, i delved into the deep recesses of my mind and attempted to sort out a few things in my life. and i must say, while i couldnt do much, it was worth it since it was good exercise cos i was lugging my freaking heavy bag with me.

and i must say, im pretty impressed with my own detective skills. this is the third time recently where my inferential skills enabled me to piece togather an entire story using only minute snippets of info. and i have been relatively correct. haha. pity those skills are not being put to use in my gp.

right. and i just love the newest picture i drew during econs lecturer. its probably the nicest picture i have ever drawn. haha. thanks vivek for yur notebook. (:

vindication

i really hate it when someone or a group makes an unsupported allegation, putting down the very foundations of my beliefs and criticize them excessively without hardly understanding the bigger picture. they criticize others of crimes that they themselves can be found guilty of. what an outrage. to think that such an organization would be trying to disrupt the social harmony in society when they should be encouraging it. especially when there are others who are more understanding and doing the same. and it really buggers your mind when you know that the cause for such allegations is a few people who have tarnished the name of the faith.

i wanted to mail them and give them a piece of my mind. but then again, it would take time, something that i dont have much excess of. i will carry out my research and i will inform them of thier mistake. after all, if i have the capabilities and resources, why shouldn't i? i shall patiently construct my arguements so that i wont sound like a retard if i just send them hate mail.

bugger. and i think 2.4 is dying. i pray that it will survive. i need to change the format of this template so that posting and viewing pictures in my posts would be easier. lol.

Clarification

allright. for the last time, i do not have a cartoonified crush! i am just a fan of the series and a couple of the characters. i mean, whats the point of having a crush on a cartoon character? haha. *ahem* but starfire is cute though. hahahahahahaha. loll.


oooh... maybe you could call me a freak. but who cares? haha.

lol. anyways. jheeva, stop calling me a ****boy you bad man, boy, whatever. haha. and stop making noise and bugging me when i am trying to sneak around. haha. and all is forgiven. i have come to the conclusion that you did not steal from me. haha. im dead broke too. sorry ben, might have to buy your books like next week when i get my allowance. haha.

and finally, take a look at that brave space marine on top of a forty metre tall daemon who is about to smite it in the name of the emperor. cool stuff. thanks ashvin for the cool screens. forgot to take some myself.


impressive